Sitting at the "dining" "room" "table" (we don't eat here because keep reading, it's more of an offshoot of space between the living room and kitchen, and while yes, it really is a fabulous table, we can't usually see it for the cascading piles of craft stuffs...) sipping on my coffee, looking out at the grey and rain... and feeling an incredible amount of appreciation for this life.
I have Plans today. Jax is off school and will get dropped of to me in a couple of hours, so I gotta get a move on, but felt compelled to document this moment. Once again thinking about the neglected blog, logged in to post, thought "I don't have time to do this right, so I'll do it later, from the other computer where the photos are that I want to share...blah blah blah". Forever finding reasons to not start or not finish. Fuck it. Really. I am where I am, and it's OK. It will always be OK. For if I'm always telling myself that it's not enough, what kind of life am I living?
A new dare should be up today at some point. I'm enjoying being back in the swing of things as much as possible with this AMAZING group of women. Each and every single one is someone I admire and am proud to call a friend. We are all so different, hailing from all across the Americas. We share our successes, our failures, our trials and tribulations. It's another area of my life I don't feel I'm "enough" at. But, here I am, another dare down and writing about it. I hope they know that I love them and that I'm humbly grateful to be a part of the team. (and I'm SOOOO excited about Nisa's new baby waiting to shoot out...)
This is my "Easy versus Hard" for Dare 185. Prompt courtesy the amazingly talented Kal Barteski. I had fun with this.
*well! wouldn't ya know it... technical difficulties prevent image upload at this present point in time. stay tuned then... :)
xog
gratitude: for the profound change that has settled in to my heart and my head... for the calm and peace and love that i can recognize as being so present, at least for today.
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